Fifty!

50 QUESTIONS

1: WHAT WOULD YOU NAME YOUR FUTURE DAUGHTER?

Rose.

2: DO YOU MISS ANYONE?

My little brother.

3: WHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT YOU WERE PRETTY?

Uhhh...I don't know how to accept compliments, sorry.

4: EVER BEEN TOLD “IT’S NOT YOU, IT’S ME”?

Nope.

5: WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO IN THE NEXT WEEK?

Seeing Johann, always. Nothing exciting happens in my life.

6: DID YOU GO OUT OR STAY IN LAST NIGHT?

stay in

7: HOW LATE DID YOU STAY UP LAST NIGHT?

I slept at around 11.

8: HONESTLY, HAS ANYONE SEEN YOU IN YOUR UNDERWEAR IN THE PAST 3 MONTHS?

Yes.

9: WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT 12:30 THIS AFTERNOON?

hanging out with two mates while they smoked.

10: HAVE YOU EVER TOLD SOMEBODY YOU LOVED THEM AND NOT ACTUALLY MEANT IT?

yes, but i was really young so it doesn't count.

11: COULD YOU GO FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITHOUT DRINKING ALCOHOL?

yes, i don't drink alcohol at all even now. never liked the taste.

12: HAVE YOU PRETENDED TO LIKE SOMEONE?

no.

13: COULD YOU GO THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITHOUT SMOKING A CIGARETTE?

yes.

14: IS THERE ONE PERSON IN YOUR LIFE THAT CAN ALWAYS MAKE YOU SMILE?

yes.

15: IS IT HARD FOR YOU TO GET OVER SOMEONE?

yes.

16: THINK BACK FIVE MONTHS AGO, WERE YOU SINGLE?

i haven't been single in years!

17: HAVE YOU EVER CRIED FROM BEING SO MAD?

yes, unfortunately.

18: HOLD HANDS WITH ANYONE THIS WEEK?

yes.

19: DID YOUR LAST KISS TAKE PLACE IN/ON A BED?

yes.

20: WHO DID YOU LAST SEE IN PERSON?

my class mates.

21: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU SAID OUT LOT?

yes

22: HAVE YOU KISSED THREE OR MORE PEOPLE IN ONE NIGHT?

no.

23: HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO PARIS?

oh i wish!

24: ARE YOU GOOD AT HIDING YOUR FEELINGS?

no.

25: DO YOU USE CHAP STICK?

not as often as i'd like.

26: WHO DID YOU LAST SHARE A BED WITH?

my boyfriend.

27: ARE YOU LISTENING TO MUSIC RIGHT NOW?

no, i have brooklyn nine nine playing in the background.

28: WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU CURRENTLY WANT RIGHT NOW?

cuddles.

29: WERE YOUR LAST THREE KISSES FROM THE SAME PERSON?

yes.

30: HOW IS YOUR HEART LATELY?

well taken care of

31: DO YOU WEAR THE HOOD ON YOUR HOODIE?

sometimes.

32: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX HUGGED YOU?

few days ago.

33: WHAT DO PEOPLE CALL YOU?

eefa.

34: HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO TELL SOMEONE SOMETHING BUT DIDN’T?

yes, well i used to. now i say what's on my mind.

35: ARE THERE ANY STRESSFUL SITUATIONS IN YOUR LIFE?

university applications are killing me.

36: WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?

brooklyn nine nine 

37: WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU RIGHT NOW?

period cramps.

38: LOVE REALLY IS A BEAUTIFUL THING HUH?

yes.

39: DO YOU MAKE WISHES AT 11:11?

if i realise it's 11:11 then yes.

40: WHAT IS ON YOUR WRISTS RIGHT NOW?

a charm bracelet and a nike bracelet; both given to me by my boyfriend.

41: ARE YOU SINGLE/TAKEN/HEARTBROKEN/CONFUSED/WAITINg FOR THE UNEXPECTED?

taken.

42: WHERE DID YOU GET THE SHIRT/SWEATSHIRT YOU’RE WEARING?

forever 21.

43: HAVE YOU EVER REGRETTED KISSING SOMEONE?

no. i don't even remember the times i kissed someone that wasn't my current boyfriend.

44: HAVE YOU HUGGED SOMEONE WITHIN THE LAST WEEK?

yes.

45: HAVE YOU KISSED ANYONE IN THE LAST FIVE DAYS?

yes.

46: WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT?

sleeping..

47: DO YOU MISS THE WAY THINGS WERE SIX MONTHS AGO?

not at all.

48: WOULD YOU RATHER SLEEP WITH SOMEONE ELSE OR ALONE?

sleep with someone else.

49: HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO NEW YORK?

i wish.

50: THINK OF THE LAST PERSON WHO SAID I LOVE YOU, DO YOU THINK THEY MEANT IT?

with their heart, yes.

Hong Kong, Hong Kong, I left my heart in Hong Kong.

I have been having major Hong Kong withdrawals, I miss everything about that country. I felt so free and safe there and as much as I love it here, I know it's not safe here and I get constant anxiety about it. I have been having such a bad week and honestly I wouldn't have been able to pull through if it weren't for my lovely boyfriend. I miss Hong Kong, I want to go back. 

Dion Lee has my heart

Shades of Hong Kong

I can't get over how beautiful the view is. I love it here so much! I wish I had someone to share the view with though, I miss my boyfriend but I will be seeing him very soon! 

Face update! I seem to take a lot of pictures of myself don't I? I spent most of my teens hating my body/face/everything so I guess it's just my way of dealing with my own self esteem issues, it's getting better and taking pictures of myself gives me confidence and all that jazz.

Hmm let's see, i'm flying off to Hong Kong in 2 days and I haven't packed. I will most likely take a lot of pictures and upload it on here. It's hard maintaining a blogspot when I don't ever go out, so it's just only pictures of me, which is rather lame. 

I feel like I should give Johann a link to this, but he knows each of my social networks apart from this so I guess a little privacy is a good thing? Not that i'm hiding anything from him and I doubt he would even be interested in my rambles and pictures of myself. I spent the night with him last night since I won't be seeing him for two weeks as i'm going to be in Hong Kong. It was amazing, as usual. He's honestly everything i've ever wanted and I don't want to go on talking about him because if I start, I can't stop. He's an amazing person, let's leave it at that.